Contrary to what I've posted a yesterday, sinabi kong ayoko at natatakot akong magmahal, o makaramdam ng kahit anong feeling na baka magbunga ng deeper affection sa tao. Pero there's this one guy na kaklase ko, I had a crush on him last year but it was only for 1-2 months. But now, there was something we needed to do and he's my partner. At first, I told myself, "Delikado 'to. Madali pa naman akong ma-attach." I became attentive. I tried to avoid him or avoid talking or even just noticing him. Kaso 'di talaga kaya. Wala eh, partner ko siya, so that means magkikita at magkikita pa rin kami. Then I started feeling... jealousy . At doon na ako kinabahan, I wished and wished that sana it wouldn't develop into something deeper. Na sana, hanggang sa surface lang ako ng tubig at hindi na ako magkaroon ng lakas ng loob na sumisid. Something happened kanina and that's the first time I noticed that I was feeling a tinge of jealousy. There's a progra
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